My Life Without You

Thinking of you again

2007-07-31T22:27:00.000+08:00

My Ex Shannon BaoBei was what i use to call her.

I today start thinking of you again. I have told your sister that now you have stead i can still wait but you break up and stead again i won't wait anymore. I think it is not fare for me to wait for you and tan you go on having stead right? You said that you told me say you wanna have no relationship with anyone untill poly but you lie to me again. You also never told your mum that i was the 3rd of your stead. You always never wanna tell your mum the truth. Even your mum you are not telling the truth to so are you lieing to me as well for all the time? Why have to be this way. I thought you said that you would wanna wait i thought you have reakky change. Now i guess everything is just i thought only all is i 1 sided. Really hope you would think about what i have said. I know my mum don't like you but than it dosen't matter. As long as i love you and i care for you we no need to care of what they say wright. If 1 day you find out that i have this web sure you yell at me saying why put my photo. dots... i am prepare already la... hope you 1 day will find out about this web page and go see and feel how i feel when i lost you.

2007-07-25T20:03:00.000+08:00

Today i go see doctor say my eye injurt because of the medication i am not use to it dots... lo.. I today cannot go school tomorrow also need to stay at home sain lo haiz...

Wish that friday faster come it come than i can go school and play with my friends so sian lo staying at home.

Pig leg

2007-07-23T20:47:00.000+08:00

Today play ball with kelvin than twisted my leg again now my leg fucking pain. sian lo tomorrow still need to go school. I was wandering if my parents would ask me to stay at home rest but on the other hand i got fuck up strate to my ass and they warn me never to play basketball. Dots.. let me tell everyone in this i can never dont have bastball in my life get me hahaa

Me And My Mei

2007-07-21T22:12:00.000+08:00

my mei and me

Yesterday we when swiming at jurong west there because i dont have swiming trunks haha. We when there qitew happy playing ba haha. Play and play than we took some photo after that we when to my brother's birthday ah huang. Nope sorry is Huang da ge haha.

My Lao da Huang de hahah

that day at his birthday he was so happy when he see the cake. Steady hor we buy cake for you next time dont knock my head liao hor steady bo? haha

still got some more he got the sa chi like wanna kill the cake like that haha

2007-07-18T22:50:00.001+08:00

My ex shannon tan gui yue

Today i gave her a call she was still joking around with me. I ask her if she had any boyfriend she said yes i did but only in maple. Her friendster put in a relationship and there wrighting i love you. I ask her she said that was reffering to her maple boyfriend. I am not sure whether you are telling the truth. Today i call you i keep hearing a voice calling you and some more you say that it is just your friend i not sure whether you are telling the truth let this be my last faith towards you. I hope you wont lie to me anymore. I hope to find out the truth and the truth is the one you are telling me.

CONFIRM

2007-07-18T08:45:00.000+08:00

My ex shannon tan gui yue

Today my friend bing siang told me that you aslk him to tell me you had a boyfriend le. look's like it is no mistake anymore. I dont know how, I dont know hwy you will get a boyfriend. Why your feeling's towards me is not the same as minr to you. Why everytime you will ask me this question you still got feel meh. You everytime ask me this. I can only tell you this is my feeling's towards you is real and i have made a promise that wanna be with you like you. You make a same promise to me but than now look's like promises is ment to be broken. I have kept miene nopw you break yours. Last time is i break now is you break. look's like this is what people will call fair ba. To me this is a very big Da Ji becasue this is a very inportant promise that i made in my life but than now. Hiaz... You said that you will die without having me beside you. I ask what if 1 day we leave each other you said' i will sure go and die" meaning that you can't leave without me but in the end you can still go on enjoying your relationship. I am still thinking why you wanna treat me this way. Why can't you keep a promise just for once for me. You say will wait till poly de. now tell me have a boyfriend how to take it if you were me la. I ask you, you keep waiting for me than i say i will wait also than i tell you i got gf what will you feel. I f you were me la . How will you feel. You never knew my feelings before. haiz... Forget it. I won't disturp you from now on take care.

My Most Sad Day But Maybe It's Your Happies Day

2007-07-17T21:03:00.000+08:00

My ex shannon tan gui yue

I just now when to see my friendster saw my ex shannon, there wrightng that she is in a relationship. I was shock and sad. Thought that you would wait and maybe get another chance to be together. You said you won't wanna have a boyfriend untill maybe poly. Look's like this time i kept my promise to you yet you broke your's. I really thought that you would wait. A few days before today i ask if you had any boyfriend you said no and say siao i wanna wait till poly than go for a stead. Look's like this time i really can't bluff myself anymore le. Everytime i keep bluffing myself saying still got chance got chance. Now is i dont know is you liying to me or make a mistake. I have nothing more to say le. If you thing that i am the easy going guy the type of guy that you think or i break up with other guy still got me will wait for you becasue i said so before. I tell you know is you really tell me that you have a boyfriend i won't wait anymore le becasue there is no poin in it le. You never thing of me you never put yourself in my shoe before you keep go on relatioonship. Than broke up le tell me i more good. Ihad enought le i very tired le. I really cannot take this anymore. Hope you make up your mind. I here by with you XING FULL QUAI LE for the rest of your life. If we YO YUAN the time will come to let us be together if not means we YO YUAN WU FEN le. I really love you alot althought my parents dont agree i will still take you as my gf at that time. My parents scold you i will scold them and fight for you. You need help will always 24hr stand by for you no matter what time no matter where i will rush down no matter what you knew that. You know i treat you real but why must you do this thingings to me. Never mind i really have to KAN KAI if not sure i will die.